New job for Ron

Well its official Ron is signing with a company named Werner, they are out of Springfield Ohio. He leaves Aug 18 for orientation. This whole process has happened so fast I'm not sure how to feel about it ! Of course I'm happy for him, this is what he wants to do...Drive Super Trucks ! I'm alittle nervous about the length of training and how the kids are going to be once he embarks upon this new career ..but we will adjust.{ Alittle heads up to Nikki , Im sure i will be up your ass for the 1st few weeks ! haha }

Truck driving school

After 5 weeks of traveling back and forth to Perrysburg for truck driving school.. I am very proud to say RON HAS GRADUATED !!! Trainco had a very nice graduation ceremony, cake & milk for the kids..and afterwards we got to climb into the trucks and see how they work, Ron got to put his skills to good use ! Now Ron is job searching, he found a company he thinks he wants to drive for but he doesn't do well with " Not knowing what to expect " he tends to get nervous at the idea of a new career. He doesn't like the idea of change..The next few weeks are going to be a roller coaster ride for us.

I've come to realize.....

I've come to Realize

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note completing the 36 "I’ve come to realize." At the end, choose the friends you want to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you or I knew you way back when and am interested in what life has taught you!!

1. I've come to realize that dancing...Is more fun when doing it with someone you love

2. I've come to realize that my job(s)...Is what i make of it

3. I've come to realize that when I'm driving...Everybody needs to get the heck out of my way!!!

4. I've come to realize that I need....To have a little time to myself.. I don't always have to be doing for others :)

5. I've come to realize that I cant fix the world...But I can do my part to help... :)

6. I've come to realize that I Love...the world and always see the good things in it :)

7. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk...i cry alot and am no fun to be with :)

8. I've come to realize that money...Isn't really mine... It belongs to my kids., my mortgage
company, school , taxes ...everyone but me :(

9. I've come to realize that certain people...Are a huge waste of skin and were put on this earth to test me...

10. I've come to realize that I'll always ...want more :)

11. I've come to realize that my sibling(s)...(At least one) is one of my best friends.. the other two stress me out

12. I've come to realize that my mom...is alittle crazy , and no matter how much i try its a battle not worth fighting :)

13. I've come to realize that my cell phone...is my life line to keep up with my children

14. I've come to realize that when I woke up this morning...i am extremely blessed

15. I've come to realize that last night before I went to sleep ... i was dwelling on stupid things my two siblings that stress me out was doing :)

16. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking..I'm learning alot about me!

17. I've come to realize that my dad...is a great man, needs to get a back bone

18. I've come to realize that when I get on Facebook...I am still confused as to how to get around to all the stuff I want to see... I didn't know they had Mafia Wars on here also... Damn...

19. I've come to realize that today...I am doing the same thing i always do, clean the house :(

20. I've come to realize that tonight...is also going to be the same as every other night:(

21. I've come to realize that tomorrow...Is going to be the same as today :( BORING

22. I've come to realize that I really want to..be a better person

23. I've come to realize that the person who is most likely to repost this is...Nobody... They never do...

24. I've come to realize that life...Is far more lively when you add good friends and Sugar and not that splenda crap...

25. I've come to realize that this weekend...Is not getting here soon enough

26. I've realized the best music to listen to when I am upset..is the music you sing while taking a shower :)

27. I've come to realize that my friends...Are truly my friends if they have stuck around :)

28. I've come to realize that this year...Is great..

29. I've come to realize that my ex.. what ex ? I've been married for almost 13 yrs!

30. I've come to realize that maybe I should...Be nicer to the siblings that stress me out, and i should drink more coffee

31. I've come to realize that I love...my hubby and kids more then i thought one person was capably of loving..

32. I've come to realize that I don't understand...why stupid people just don't see the signs, and no matter how many times you point them out, the freaking idiots still don't get it :)

33. I've come to realize my past...Is my past... and it needs to stay there...

34. I've come to realize that parties...Are OK, just not my cup of tea so much...

35. I've come to realize that I'm totally terrified...Of... losing a loved one, and the idea of my children being adults , and not needing me any more:(

36. I've come to realize that my life...Is pretty close to great.. but there's always room for improvement !

Not a mid life crisis!

After reading my very good friends blog about me and my mid life crisis, i have decided its not a mid life crisis after all... thanks Beki !!! i think it more like ...ummmmm a over whelming , having trouble dealing with every aspect of my home life, kids and job all by myself..I never realized how much I rely on Ron , just for the simple things like paying some bills, mowing the grass , taking the kids to the store or to visit his mom so i can have breathing time..Or even staying home with the kids so i can go to the store! With Ron going to school , these last 5 weeks have been very difficult for me...I went from having my hubby home all day ~ work 3rd shift to seeing him 2 hrs a day, And now with him possibly singing with this new company, he'll be on the road for 7 days, after his 7 days out, he'll stay home for 4 days then gone for 7 again. So all this means my entire house hold will be ran by me alone.. I never realized how much the little things he did helped me so much..Cudo's to all my single friends with jobs & kids i honestly don't know how you function on a regular basis! I keep telling my self it will get better...But i dont see the light at the end of the tunnel yet.

Mid life crises ?

I can never find the time to post the things i want, then when I do find the time i figure i have nothing worth posting! My last post was in may so i am long over do.. I think I'm going threw some mid life crises ordeal. I'm not sure how it works but i have found myself looking at my life and wondering whats my story...When i die what will people say about me. how will i be remembered, if I'm remembered at all. And the only answer I come up with is : She was my babysitter . As glorified as that sounds I'm not sure I'm content with that.~ I wish there was more. So Ive decided to change my story..where exactly will it go is a mystery for all of us..To Be Continued!I wonder if my thoughts are due to my age or is it because i have realized that in 5 yrs Shaiyen will be graduating high school , in 11yrs Gabe will be graduating...What then , who will i take care of ? i REALLY believe i will have a bad case of empty nest syndrome..With that being said I got a new tattoo, its Chinese symbols & orchid flowers down my spine. It stands for smelly fish butt prostitute! ha ha just kidding, it means family, strength,
love, Harmony & happiness. Ron graduates truck driving school July 17th, Shaiyen had to have a graft done on her lower gums (In her mouth),Bailey turned 11. Both girls have started cheer leading practice & Gabriel well he's just as wild as before. I'm really surprised he hasn't broke any bones!