Not a mid life crisis!

After reading my very good friends blog about me and my mid life crisis, i have decided its not a mid life crisis after all... thanks Beki !!! i think it more like ...ummmmm a over whelming , having trouble dealing with every aspect of my home life, kids and job all by myself..I never realized how much I rely on Ron , just for the simple things like paying some bills, mowing the grass , taking the kids to the store or to visit his mom so i can have breathing time..Or even staying home with the kids so i can go to the store! With Ron going to school , these last 5 weeks have been very difficult for me...I went from having my hubby home all day ~ work 3rd shift to seeing him 2 hrs a day, And now with him possibly singing with this new company, he'll be on the road for 7 days, after his 7 days out, he'll stay home for 4 days then gone for 7 again. So all this means my entire house hold will be ran by me alone.. I never realized how much the little things he did helped me so much..Cudo's to all my single friends with jobs & kids i honestly don't know how you function on a regular basis! I keep telling my self it will get better...But i dont see the light at the end of the tunnel yet.