Counting down the days...

There is 9 to be exact ! until my dreaded surgery. The surgery really isn't the problem.. the problem is my kids, i hate the idea of having to leave them for a few days, its very hard to know i have to rely on some one else to take care of them , and try to keep up with there very busy schedules that i have grown so accustom to. I know its just a few days but i don't like having to do this..And i feel guilty having to do it in the first place. Maybe it wouldn't be so bad if i was in the same town, but that would be to easy ! No i have to spend time in Cleveland !! either way it has to be done and I have a good support system that don't mind picking up my slack for a few days..